¤ Daniel Lee scribbled at 10:42 ¤ 
does anyone know if there is a clover animation? kevin got me the ccs movie on dvd, so i was watching the trailers for the movie, and at the end of every one there was this clover logo next to the ccs: coming soon thing. so i was just wondering..

 12.19.2002 ¤ Daniel Lee scribbled at 15:37 ¤ 
Missing: fish
hair: brown
eyes: brown
distinguishing marks: spiked collar
missing since: 1230 pm pst
if you have seen this fish, please contact the proper authorities
your country thanks you....=P

 12.11.2002 ¤ unseen scribbled at 02:11 ¤ 
Everything below was cut right the hell off of Duet.

Just...fuck it.

...I just read something. And it made me sad, and guilty. And now I'm wondering about myself. I'm happy with who I am today (I think) but I'm just so different from freshman year. It's completely and utterly different--anyone will tell you. Is this still me? Have I become a different person? I'm even hanging out with different people...I'm sad to think how drastically I've changed in such a short time, but at the same moment I'm thinking how happy I am. Something changed--more than my exterior...

That's just the trivial shit.

I just feel like my friends are more than the people I eat lunch with. That my interests are more than temporary obsessions. That the clothing I wear has more meaning than to just cover me...and that I can talk to people. I can say 'hi' to people who I don't usually talk to. That I can have conversations with anyone I want. That I can still have "friends" in my classes without Eleanor and Casey being there.

It's all based on your attitude.

My attitude has changed. I'm actually beginning to form opinions. I say things in conversations. This music--it lets me relate. It's my link to the world outside of my mind. And I love it. I feel something radiating from my CD player when I'm listening to Operation Ivy and Good Charlotte and The Distillers and Incubus and Lars Frederiksen and Rancid...it's more than just music. There's some sort of emotion flowing from it...and, I'm sorry, but that beats twelve types of shit out of Ayumi Hamasaki.

I wonder if this feeling will end?

Hm. I'm known for being obsessive and skipping around in my interests...will this pass, too? I don't want it to pass. But you never want it to pass while it's happening. This is true in all situations, so don't even try to disagree--we know that when you liked The Backstreet Boys and Hanson and had a crush on Leonardo DiCaprio you thought it would always be that way. I thought it would always be anime. I still like anime but I have other things I'm more focused on, now--like being a human being.

Fuck.

I'm so at a loss that all I can think to do is swear and be vulgar and practice my french just to fill up empty space in this nice white box so let me end by flipping myself off for thinking too hard and share with all of you, once more, the only word that can describe the way I feel right now--

FUCK.

Listen: Sum41, "What We're All About"

Rock! It's what we're all about
It's what we live for
C'mon shout it out!!

Well I bring down the house in every city we play
Just from pickin' up the mic' in the usual way
We rock and talk with a bass that's funny
We could even tear it up at a grade school party
Well I can keep the beat but I can't breakdance
It's hard to look cool in crazy pants
But I wear 'em anyway even when they look whack
It's my personal way to bring the 80's back
Gave up the life of servin' burger and fries
High cholesterol, gettin' grease in my eyes
I was drinkin' underage I belong on stage
Hello rock 'n' roll goodbye minimum wage
I'm teachin' you a lesson in mic' control
Makin' rhymes with my letters in my cereal bowl
Lucky number seven every dice I roll
Sum 41's on the prowl as the poon patrol!

Rock! It's what we're all about
It's what we live for
C'mon shout it out!!

 12.07.2002 ¤ LiLUsako scribbled at 01:38 ¤ 

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bwahahaha. funny. i seem more like an Eleanor.

 12.06.2002 ¤ unseen scribbled at 23:03 ¤ 
Take this quiz right now. Everyone post their results. The Fish commands it!! Muahahaa...

  ¤ unseen scribbled at 15:16 ¤ 

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 12.05.2002 ¤ unseen scribbled at 20:27 ¤ 
Shit--my foot is asleep.

Ahhh!! *shaking foot madly* Ow!! It's all tingly!! Pins and needles!! O_o;;;

Anyways--today at lunch I saw a girl who went to IHM with me and Casey and it just felt so weird to see her there, at my school...I don't know. I just started thinking back on eighth grade and all my years at evil IHM and it seems like an alternate dimension, now. It's all so far away...I'm kind of freaked out.

And I remember my very last day of eighth grade how my whole class was in the Church practicing for Graduation one last time...and I was thinking on that day how I would never have school with this group of people ever again. It was so unreal...and I remember the night I Graduated and my class was outside after the ceremony, hugging and being sad and taking pictures....and I didn't care. I was totally unaffected. I really didn't care that it was over...I was a bit disturbed because everyone else was sad. And I felt like I should be sad, too...but I wasn't.

Anyways...highschool is a different world. I actually have real friends, you know...I have good friends in school and outside of school so all my bases are covered, lol. It's a nice feeling...and I feel like I have evolved as person since leaving IHM. That place stunted my growth. Bleh :P

IHM can go f*** itself.

XD

  ¤ LiLUsako scribbled at 00:06 ¤ 
octopussy. >:D

*runs away... goes off to play the james bond triva game again*